twin flame love, a letter

to love and lose

My dearest twin flame,


It feels like we haven’t had a serious conversation in years, but that’s maybe bc we only speak in dreams.

I want to thank you for all you’ve done. Each way you’ve helped me grow. For holding my hand as I got stronger in navigating an abusive relationship I couldn’t fully cut off.

I loved you in such a crazy intense full way, I actually thought we were meant to be – despite the fact that most of the concrete signs pointed to no.

I just wanted it so bad, but I was also terrified of it coming true.

You were the first man I loved after my marriage broke up. You were the first man I wanted to love me in a very long time.

It took me a long time to let go of the hope that we were meant to be. You know I was going through a terrifying and traumatic time. I needed you. And there were ways you took care of me.

But there were ways you didn’t take care of me.

I finally know that even though I have loved you, we are not meant to be.

I’m saying goodbye.

And if we run into each other in the future – near or far – it’s okay to pretend nothing happened. It’s okay to do whatever is comfortable for you.

I pray your life is filled with love and joy. I pray your every need is met. I pray for you to know and love yourself as deeply and fully as God wills.

Don’t let anything get in the way of following your divine path.